You have the kind of words that would break bones and melt away my hands and I find myself telling you anything just to keep you from falling apart.

I just want to climb inside your thoughts and take a nap in your yesterdays.

It only gets better from here.

It only gets better from here

It only gets better from here on out. 

I’ll use every vowel, every letter, every page of every dictionary. Every single everything I could possibly obtain. I’ll make letters with my bare hands. I’d tear up all the roads just to spell it out loud and clear. The trees yell “M” as I chop them down and as the birds run they echo back “I”. The leaves would float away and they’d land on your door. “S”.

SSYOU.

SSYOU.

SSYOU THE MOST. 

I’d make the 27th letter and I’d keep it safe away from everyone else. Its only for you. No one else deserves it. I’d call it you and it would look like the scar on your hand and I’d seal it in an envelope and I’d write your area code on every single inch and I’d hide it in a place only you would look. I’ll tie the key around your wrist with a note:

“Only when you need me.

Only when you need me,

only when you need me most.”

Every single word would be enough to make the birds fly another day. If they can hear you laughing why would they have a reason to stop? 

Your eyes sink in like the caverns I’ve only read about in books and I’m afraid one day I’ll get lost and never be able to get back up. 

When you’re tired its like all the flood waters of the world gathered right there on either side of your nose.

I swear the whole entire world floats right there. 

Mine does anyway. 

I’m sunk and sinking and sorry I can’t save you. I’m supposed to be the waves and the sea but I think I’m the sand that you step on when you’re mad at nothing.

Don’t be mad,

don’t be mad,

don’t be mad I love you most